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thebossmant Mega-Poster
Joined: 24 Aug 2010 Posts: 442 Location: behind u
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Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2011 11:41 pm Post subject: I have a problem |
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Before i go on to what i was going to say, i want you all to know that this is not some attempt to get some attention, or an attempt for you all to think i am cool. i seriously have a problem and i need help... you are the closest thing i have to a family other then immediate family...
now my problem is that i have been starting to do drugs and i need some help. i am now thinking about weed everyonce and a while. and tonight i took 4 of my ADHD pills when i am suposed to only take one. Takeing 4 makes me hyper and crazy, and if something kills my "high" (if you want to call it a high) i get super depressed and i think suicidal thoughts and almost do them.
i want to knwo if any of you have had a problem like this and what you did to stop it if you did stop it. I know i can just google like "drug and alcohol hotlines usa" or something and come up with a billion results. but i want to know if any of you have ever used any that are/wont
1. annoymus
2. wont ever tell my family or friends and never email me or anything ( i guess thats annoymus but what ever)
Law told me not to take my pills but i did anyways. Law i appreciate you looking out for me bro and i appreciate it.
so when i was "high" on my pills i guess i got on FB and screwed some stuff up with friends and a girl i like... and was too open and mean and a jerk.
then one of my friends (or used to be) posted about how disapointed they were in me for doing stuff like this. and a girl i really liked liked it and "killed my high"
Law i am pretty sure you still mod off topic and i would appreciate if you were to not remove it unless i am going strictly against the forum rules or something. but i really need help and i hope u realize this. and if there is a problem plz message me on FB because i am nvr on here to get PM's or anything.
again thanks for any help i can get and i have to go to school tommarow and deal with the consequences of what i did on FB.
i am not asking you to post if you do use any type of substance im just looking for help because i cant go to immeadiate family or friends for info...
again i appreciate anything in advance and it took some guts to come post this here because i know i am going to get crap form people _________________ PSN: imyourpunisher
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sam Die-hard Fan
Joined: 19 Jun 2010 Posts: 982 Location: Far Far Away..
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 2:39 am Post subject: Re: I have a problem |
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thebossmant wrote: |
. and tonight i took 4 of my ADHD pills when i am suposed to only take one. Takeing 4 makes me hyper and crazy, |
arnt ADHD pills ment to carm you down not make you more hyper ? |
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thebossmant Mega-Poster
Joined: 24 Aug 2010 Posts: 442 Location: behind u
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 6:31 am Post subject: Re: I have a problem |
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sam wrote: | thebossmant wrote: |
. and tonight i took 4 of my ADHD pills when i am suposed to only take one. Takeing 4 makes me hyper and crazy, |
arnt ADHD pills ment to carm you down not make you more hyper ? |
i shouldnt tell u this but if u dont have ADHD and u take 1 pill u stay up all night 2 pills u could run the mile in like 3 minutes and not be tired 3-7 could probably make u have a sezure or spaz attack or something. and like 10 could kill u... at least the kind i have.
now if u do have ADHD u have to double the dosage so to stay up all night u need like 2-3 to go crazy and hyper as i said 4-7 depending on the person _________________ PSN: imyourpunisher
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wanderer Mega-Poster
Joined: 01 Feb 2011 Posts: 299 Location: Texas
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 6:48 am Post subject: |
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You should tell your parents that you took more pills then you should had cause you forgot. Tell them if they could hold on to them and just give you the right amoilunt for the day . Ell them how you felt after raising so much if you took way more then you was sjposed to then just lie and say you took less. The fact that you messed up one time taking to many they will give you so much for one day. They will have a big talk maybe but no trouble for you in any way. Just don't mention the weed. Mentioning weed to your parents just depneds on the parents o we can't he'll you with that. _________________ Things I'm proud of part two...
Creating my wonderer and wanderer accounts
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Dr. Diggles Very Active User
Joined: 05 Nov 2009 Posts: 221 Location: Philly, Dallas
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 7:32 am Post subject: |
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If by AHAD pills you mean Adderol, I have taken them. The most I ever did at once was probably 2 30 mgs. Got me more high then 3 20 mgs. It made me very irritable, and anxious, and hyper. Def was not fun and I stopped doing them. Now I don't have AHAD, and was doing them for fun. A couple of my friends have AHAD, so I would take 1 here or there. I stopped taking them all together because they altered my personality and mood. Like when I was out at clubs when I tried to talked to chicks my mind was too "speedy" if you get what I'm saying. If you are hooked on them, my best advice to you would be to talk to your doctor and let him know. You need to ween yourself off of them somehow. _________________ Retired WI Vet
Hold still. This may sting a little.
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wanderer Mega-Poster
Joined: 01 Feb 2011 Posts: 299 Location: Texas
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 11:45 am Post subject: |
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It seems like ADHD was just a new trend. You all got mental problems lol _________________ Things I'm proud of part two...
Creating my wonderer and wanderer accounts
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Dr. Diggles Very Active User
Joined: 05 Nov 2009 Posts: 221 Location: Philly, Dallas
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 11:52 am Post subject: |
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wanderer wrote: | It seems like ADHD was just a new trend. You all got mental problems lol |
Basically. I know a couple people who lied and said they had AHAD just to get the Adderol pills. _________________ Retired WI Vet
Hold still. This may sting a little.
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thebossmant Mega-Poster
Joined: 24 Aug 2010 Posts: 442 Location: behind u
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 3:51 pm Post subject: |
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Dr. Diggles wrote: | If by AHAD pills you mean Adderol, I have taken them. The most I ever did at once was probably 2 30 mgs. Got me more high then 3 20 mgs. It made me very irritable, and anxious, and hyper. Def was not fun and I stopped doing them. Now I don't have AHAD, and was doing them for fun. A couple of my friends have AHAD, so I would take 1 here or there. I stopped taking them all together because they altered my personality and mood. Like when I was out at clubs when I tried to talked to chicks my mind was too "speedy" if you get what I'm saying. If you are hooked on them, my best advice to you would be to talk to your doctor and let him know. You need to ween yourself off of them somehow. |
i stupidly took 9 today... and i am afraid to go to sleep _________________ PSN: imyourpunisher
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wanderer Mega-Poster
Joined: 01 Feb 2011 Posts: 299 Location: Texas
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 4:40 pm Post subject: |
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I'm calling bs on Bossmen. I'm done with this _________________ Things I'm proud of part two...
Creating my wonderer and wanderer accounts
Help create strategy center page.
Created wmw club.
helping people out from the side lines.
Keeping the same profile picture since day one. |
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Enzo007 Chatroom Moderator
Joined: 06 Jun 2010 Posts: 245 Location: Denver
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 6:58 pm Post subject: |
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Boss if I could say anything to help, it would be to simply get professional treatment. Overdosing on almost anything can be lethal. _________________ •Former UA Leader - Member of WI Veterans - WMW• |
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trineroks Chief Administrator
Joined: 16 Oct 2009 Posts: 1770 Location: Southern Cali (UCLA)
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 7:18 pm Post subject: |
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Enzo007 wrote: | Boss if I could say anything to help, it would be to simply get professional treatment. Overdosing on almost anything can be lethal. | Agreed. It's probably hard to find a service with anonymity, and even if you do most of them may be scams. You should seriously get professional treatment; even if you do get in trouble by your parents for a short while, it will eventually get you off your addiction. Don't ruin yourself by trying to keep your problem hidden. _________________ It's the essence of combat; kill, or be killed.
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galm ForeRunner
Joined: 18 Oct 2009 Posts: 2382 Location: New York
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Posted: Wed Nov 02, 2011 8:30 pm Post subject: |
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One of the hardest things is getting help, but look at the stories where people didn't get help and died. You could get in trouble with your parents but it's better then possibly dieing. Remember depression is just a certain chemical in your head, when the chemical is gone you aren't depressed, the feelings of depression are fake, as real as they feel. Suicidal thoughts are serious and you should talk to someone about them, but try to remember that it's your mind playing tricks on you. _________________ "All held the finite and infinite as unrelated. None could foresee that the history of the two would become one." |
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Dr. Diggles Very Active User
Joined: 05 Nov 2009 Posts: 221 Location: Philly, Dallas
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2011 7:56 am Post subject: |
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I agree with what everyone above is saying. I still think you should talk to your doctor first. Then again I'm not sure if you are able to drive yourself to the doctor on your own. But just know that your parents have your back, no matter what, and they will do their best to make sure your healthy. They may be upset with you, but they will be happy in knowing that you are mature enough to realize your problem, and ask for help. Just imagine if you had a kid with similiar problems, you would want to help them right?
galm wrote: | One of the hardest things is getting help, but look at the stories where people didn't get help and died. You could get in trouble with your parents but it's better then possibly dieing. Remember depression is just a certain chemical in your head, when the chemical is gone you aren't depressed, the feelings of depression are fake, as real as they feel. Suicidal thoughts are serious and you should talk to someone about them, but try to remember that it's your mind playing tricks on you. |
Galm is right. I have been through several slumps like this. You do have to deal with really bad thoughts, but it makes it much easier when you talk with friends or family. One of my best friends just got over an Oxycoten addiction. He wouldn't have been able to do it without support from friends and family. _________________ Retired WI Vet
Hold still. This may sting a little.
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thebossmant Mega-Poster
Joined: 24 Aug 2010 Posts: 442 Location: behind u
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Posted: Thu Nov 03, 2011 9:42 pm Post subject: |
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wanderer wrote: | I'm calling bs on Bossmen. I'm done with this |
u think its bs... see thats exactly why i dont want to tell people because people will have ah reactions sort of like that.... u want to try and take 9 a day and see what it does too u...
i got no sleep the night i started again and last night i went to bed and couldnt fall asleep till 2 am
every 5 minutes i would like fall asleep and wake up jumping from the worst dreams i have ever had... did i ever say that i took 9 and was alright... no i didnt have a great time just so u know... if u really want to be like that go ahead...
i appreciate evryone that actully does care...and im gonna take it too some friends that i can trust. _________________ PSN: imyourpunisher
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doom Die-hard Fan
Joined: 27 Mar 2010 Posts: 590 Location: Admins, dont remove my location.
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Posted: Sat Nov 05, 2011 8:16 am Post subject: |
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Boss May i ask why you took four? For Pleasure? or for Depressing Moments?
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